23 January 2005

set a target... and go for it...

after the kick-off seminar on 20th Jan 2005, there's something in my mind...
i have the passion to set my target and go for it.. but i do not know can i make it??
do i need to think that much? should i just go ahead and try my best?
i wish i can achieve it, i wish i can succeed.. i wish to prove myself that i can make it.. and i wish to prove to others that i didn't let them down as they are having high expectation on me..

is the high expectation that give me courage or pressure?
i hope it will be a courage :P
i need to plan for myself.. i need to do a well planning.. mentally and physically..

do i really need to let go one thing before i take up another?
can't i manage both of them at the same time? am i capable to handle both well enough?
i do not have the answer... and i wish someone can give me an answer... maybe is God...
what is God's plan to me, i do not know now.. but i wish to know.. i wish to get some hint in order for me to go on without fear, but courage...

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