A: Why is everyone leaving me behind?
B: You're not alone, I'll be there with you
When a lot of colleagues leaving, those who stays wil have the same feeling that why everyone leaving except me??
* Two possible reaction, one is leave together or stay...
* Two possible result if stay, one is demoralized or manage to overcome...
* One possible ending if feel demoralized, never get things done.
* Infinite possibilities if you manage to overcome.. you will never know how much you can gain from your positive thinking!
For those who give courage and support, you are the one who called himself blessed! :)
27 January 2005
kopi-c of the day
bought a kopi-c after my lunch, this is not the coffee + milk which i use to drink before.. it's so bitter :( I guess I still not yet reach the stage that prefer bitter coffee or tea :p
I think should be a good sign.. why I said so.. it's because one of my best friend told me before that, when one person get older, he/she will prefer the drink with less sugar, or maybe prefer bitter drink... hmm...
Since I still cannot take the bitter drink, it means I still not yet reach that stage of the age, hahahaha :">
I think should be a good sign.. why I said so.. it's because one of my best friend told me before that, when one person get older, he/she will prefer the drink with less sugar, or maybe prefer bitter drink... hmm...
Since I still cannot take the bitter drink, it means I still not yet reach that stage of the age, hahahaha :">
23 January 2005
Opinion - give or not give?
i told dzz that i do not know how to make up my mind.. whether to let go my current job, and try the new job with a totally new area...
i told him that i wish to try while i still young, although there's no definite succeed or failure, but at least i try... it's always the better to try while still young instead of while i have a lot of commitment while getting older... but of course, i have worries...
i wish to get encouragement from others. so, when i heard some voices that not quite agree with my 'potential decision', i start to worry whether my decision is good..? although i know there's no guarantee on good or bad decision, it's all depend how much effort i put in...
i wish to listen to his opinion.. but he seems not going to give me his opinion.. it's within my expectation. because he is always listen to my words, seldom help me to decide something which is related to my career... is it because he doesn't want to affect my decision? is it because he trust me that i will make up my own decision in the end? or is it because he worry that his opinion is a pressure to me?
in fact, i didn't directly ask him for his opinion too... i thought i just need to tell him my problem, if he has, he will tell; if he don't, then no point asking him... is this his problem that not giving opinion, or my problem that not asking and cause he misunderstand that i do not 'need' his opinion?? i really don't know.
i told him that i wish to try while i still young, although there's no definite succeed or failure, but at least i try... it's always the better to try while still young instead of while i have a lot of commitment while getting older... but of course, i have worries...
i wish to get encouragement from others. so, when i heard some voices that not quite agree with my 'potential decision', i start to worry whether my decision is good..? although i know there's no guarantee on good or bad decision, it's all depend how much effort i put in...
i wish to listen to his opinion.. but he seems not going to give me his opinion.. it's within my expectation. because he is always listen to my words, seldom help me to decide something which is related to my career... is it because he doesn't want to affect my decision? is it because he trust me that i will make up my own decision in the end? or is it because he worry that his opinion is a pressure to me?
in fact, i didn't directly ask him for his opinion too... i thought i just need to tell him my problem, if he has, he will tell; if he don't, then no point asking him... is this his problem that not giving opinion, or my problem that not asking and cause he misunderstand that i do not 'need' his opinion?? i really don't know.
set a target... and go for it...
after the kick-off seminar on 20th Jan 2005, there's something in my mind...
i have the passion to set my target and go for it.. but i do not know can i make it??
do i need to think that much? should i just go ahead and try my best?
i wish i can achieve it, i wish i can succeed.. i wish to prove myself that i can make it.. and i wish to prove to others that i didn't let them down as they are having high expectation on me..
is the high expectation that give me courage or pressure?
i hope it will be a courage :P
i need to plan for myself.. i need to do a well planning.. mentally and physically..
do i really need to let go one thing before i take up another?
can't i manage both of them at the same time? am i capable to handle both well enough?
i do not have the answer... and i wish someone can give me an answer... maybe is God...
what is God's plan to me, i do not know now.. but i wish to know.. i wish to get some hint in order for me to go on without fear, but courage...
i have the passion to set my target and go for it.. but i do not know can i make it??
do i need to think that much? should i just go ahead and try my best?
i wish i can achieve it, i wish i can succeed.. i wish to prove myself that i can make it.. and i wish to prove to others that i didn't let them down as they are having high expectation on me..
is the high expectation that give me courage or pressure?
i hope it will be a courage :P
i need to plan for myself.. i need to do a well planning.. mentally and physically..
do i really need to let go one thing before i take up another?
can't i manage both of them at the same time? am i capable to handle both well enough?
i do not have the answer... and i wish someone can give me an answer... maybe is God...
what is God's plan to me, i do not know now.. but i wish to know.. i wish to get some hint in order for me to go on without fear, but courage...
16 January 2005
14 January 2005
my dream @ my thought
i'm dreaming... dream of my life
..dream of a holiday
..dream of mountain, sea and rainbow
..dream of moonlight, tiny stars and gentle breeze
i'm thinking... think of my life
..think of my direction
..think of the mission assigned to me
..think of my dreams
without stress.. without worry..
without guessing.. without fighting..
without unfaithfulness.. without suspiciousness..
full of love.. care.. joy..
full of laughter.. warm hug.. encouragement..
Dear Lord...
bless the kids ~ ~
bless the world ~ ~
bless our thought ~ ~
bless our heart ~ ~
..dream of a holiday
..dream of mountain, sea and rainbow
..dream of moonlight, tiny stars and gentle breeze
i'm thinking... think of my life
..think of my direction
..think of the mission assigned to me
..think of my dreams
without stress.. without worry..
without guessing.. without fighting..
without unfaithfulness.. without suspiciousness..
full of love.. care.. joy..
full of laughter.. warm hug.. encouragement..
Dear Lord...
bless the kids ~ ~
bless the world ~ ~
bless our thought ~ ~
bless our heart ~ ~
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